I am officially starting over...

...with my blogging.

It's been weird posting on several sites (including my much-suffering site) but i am glad to start over with this blog. I actually read a couple of online journals before finally deciding to start one (again).

happy Birthday Roselle! :-)

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I can't believe it'll be the end of July soon. I wish i can get out of this place. I mean really out. I went home recently to spend the weekend in the province. It was great, got to see my mom and brothers, plus we got to start off the apers for the immigration to Canada. I'm excited but at the same time fearful. I really hope we can get out. My brother and I are being asked to study French. Wow. Fun. At least now i have a good reason to stop postponing the lessons. :P
The waiting is about 18-24 months, but at least we started with it already. I can't wait to move out and work there. Not that i'm not nationalistic or anything, but i do want a good future for my family (should there be any) and frankly, Pinas is the LAST place i would think of settling down in... and at least i can save up for the trip muna.

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I miss a lot of people. I really do. The time the plane landed in Manila yesterday, i felt the overwhelming sense of emptiness all over again. At least in Iloilo you don't feel it as much. The bizaare routine my family has in the morning drowns out most of the unhappiness i seem to drown myself in most of the time. :-S